Have i Blown it – Day 5
Oh god i don’t know what happened today it’s like i am devil pozest, i was fine this morning, had breakfast, but missed my snack as i was going to an interview and did not want to be wanting the toilet so i thought it best i wait. So after my interview i headed for Tesco to buy my lunch and ended up having half a bag of chips and then ……………. a packet of Highlights. NEVER in my entire life have i eaten that much in one sitting never mind one day. I don’t know what happen, it was awful. So have i blown it????
No not really, i need to learn from it and move on the fact is i have not had chocolate now for a week and they tasted sickly which is even worse, at least if i liked them i would have said i was fat and could not be bothered to stop but i cant even say that. As long as it does not carry on then it will be fine, i can’t imagine it will as i feel so ill from it, but who knows what happened. I am 100% determined for it not to happen again.
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