GRRRRR to PCOS – Feeling Blue
I discovered this week what i already knew but i saw it for my own eyes.
I was told when i was diagnosed with PCOS that i would more than likely be carb sensitive, i didn’t pay much attention at first, as i was too busy getting used to the tablets i was taking, but this last week i have really notice and to be honest it has upset me.
Up until Friday i looked fat, stocky, well built, and no one, and i mean no one had said “when are you due” i felt brilliant, i could walk into a shop and hold my head high and know that NO ONE would say anything, until Sunday. On Saturday i ended up working later than expected, so as a treat i bought the kids, and hubby a pizza. I wasn’t really hunger so decided i would have a WW meals when i got home. By the time i got home the pizza smelt lovely and i realised i was more hungry than i thought. So i checked my WW book and decide if i had 2 all would be ok and nothing would at all be lost. HOW STUPID AM I?????
That night i went to bed early as i felt tired, and i put it down to work extra, however when i woke the next morning i got an awful shock. Yes i had the pregnant look again, it will now take till Friday for it to go down, and i have had 2 comments already. I hate my body sometimes. When i consulted a dietician about it, she told me it was my PCOS as i am carb sensitive, i asked how they could tell and i had, had some test results back which confirmed. GRRRR i now have to be extra careful unless i want to go back into a world of people constantly asking me “when is it due” on the plus at least i know what is making me look that way. I can see this is going to be hard thing to over come.
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